o.0 TIRED 0.o

this is the worst day of my life... the beginning of the consequences i have to face...
i have no other words to say...nothing could ever make things easy... even an apology isn't enough.... my mind kept on spinning looking for the brightest light, waiting for a hand to hold... a comfort that a warmest embrace could only give... now is the realization that life really isnt easy... a single move, may it be small can make the world go round,make you go crazy,make you dumb,...

im a person who always looks for the swiftest escape out...with the help of my closest confidante,my saviour,my sister... my family... who treated me as a shielded child... waiting for me to mature... but now... those people are slowly fading away..making me realize that im old enough to face the world...taking away the shield...now im feeling the greatest pain the world can offer... im bound to face the world .... things do happen for a reason... may be this has to happen, i have to go through the narowest paths of life to learn how to stand...

im only holding to you most ate... i feel your anger... but i feel your love for me the most... the thought that tomorrow will differ from today... i am not a child who thinks only of myself but now a person nurturing a new life to share with the greates family i have...

a never ending apology...